guess my paranoia's fallen down to the grave.. everything's back to awesomeness! and how, is that such a word as awesomeness? i mean.. my chrome ain't underlining it!

today I went to tp's archery trails! and i should take away that exclamation mark. it's was shit man! guess what we did. never mind, i'll tell you anyways.. 3 sets of 20 push-ups. as many pull-ups as possible.. and 2.4km run. knn.  we're all here for the shooting you freaks! all nerds one. planning to continue going archery if I get selected.. and if i'm in.. that day I get to shoot will be the day I quit! punk. tomorrow sure muscle ache like jibu. 

recently I feel like i'm being distant from my clique. not that I'm doing it but it's like happening slowly, naturally. And obviously that isn't what I want. Maybe it's just the timetable that's too hectic or there's too much work to talk about over socializing. put work aside, I also feel like an outcast in my clique. maybe it's because i've got no whatsapp, if i'm not wrong i believe they're communicating a lot on whatsapp. maybe it's because of that last time I didn't sit with them during lecture. what's worst is I'm starting to feel a little uncomfortable around them for not having anything to say to contribute, or maybe I am really having some male period. if this carries on i'm afraid i might loose my enthusiastic self with them. or maybe I just need to get back on that red rubber track and start training my ass off! and yes, my fitness & speed level can affect my mood aaaaa lot.

SEA YOUTH 2012

so I ran in the sea youth 2012 athletics championships today. got silver for 4x100m, really gotta thank God for that although it was guarantee a medal in that event but if Indonesia didn't drop the baton it would have been a bronze for us, and that relay formation was only formed like today cause donovan was injured so that race was the only practice. lols. I also ran the 200m heats was 23.23s and finals was 23.16s.. no pb but what do I expect? this year is like no improvements. so yeah, I got some team Singapore outfits and won a medal but i'm no where near ecstatic. I was mainly looking forward to making friends with familiar faces i've been seeing for years but... yes, i've befriended some that were my competitors which is now my teammate but I didn't befriend her! yes, i shaked euginia and shanti's hands hahaha. aiya whatever.

first week of sch was just fun? haha. gotta admit the lectures were kinda boring at times. sch was also tiring! wake up go sch, sch sch sch then reach home feeling exhausted! but I'm sure I can survive these three years! hmm.. wrong use of words, not survive, I'll be sure to enjoy this wonderful three years in TP! with fun and sociable ppl and not forgetting my wonderful clique of friends! :D (shannon, cherry, diyana, malcolm, siewmun aka betty &chanel) so sad, Jolene my first tp friend ain't in the clique huh? hahaha oh wells, we met at the bridging program but at least we're in the same class. haha now it's the weekends, and heck no I wanna go sch!!! 

ytd I went to the opening dinner for the SEA youth athletics championships and.. it was just normal with nothing fun and nothing nice to remember.

tp orientation

went to day 1 of tp Asc orientation!! made lotsa friends! all mainly from my class. YA! i know my class already! A5! and boy we're gonna be together for the next 3 years! and i'm not complaining! they're cool ppl in there! they're 5 boys including me, lols. and a surprise classmate, cherry kong from RSS! hey! haha! what were the odds. and the friend I made at the bridging program is in my class too! awesome or what?! and one more thing I also like it the fact that there are sooo many normal academic streams in my class!! sec 5 ftw! 

tmr's orientation's gonna be a camp! and I wondering should I go or not. cause if I go then there won't be bed time and we'll be playing all the way till 630am in the morning! so tuesday night to wednesday morning.. and the bummer is.. I have relay training on wednesday 4pm! will I get enough sleep? i'm thinking of having an afternoon nap on tuesday afternoon and go to camp and not sleep on tuesday night then sleep on wednesday morning then go training.. hmm.. let me calculate the hours of sleep I'll get while you can woo!woo!woo!